Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Polar Opposite

You know what?  I think I might be bipolar.  No, for reals.  Like some days I'm on a super high high, and some days I just feel like I can't take One.More.Freaking.Thing.  Is it just me, or does everyone get like that?  

Oh, it's just me.  Great.  

But really, I think I'm doing okay considering all the changes that have happened the last few months.  I have a job(s) that I love, I'm doing what I love, and I'm happy in most areas of my life.  I've learned I have great kids, the best kids a gal could ever ask for, and that they are super strong.  My family is amazing, and even through all the change, they realize I'm still pretty much the same old me, just version 2.0, or something close to that.  
Divorce is never easy, neither is marriage.  I don't recommend divorce to most people, but if it's what will make things better in the long run, it's fine.  And it's funny how at the mention of the word "divorce" people instantly perk up; if they've been divorced.  Now I'm part of some weird club that I never knew existed and I can be among peers that have all been there done that.  It's nice.  But strange.  

I'm glad to know that I have great friends, and a great family, and great kids.  I truly am blessed, even through so many hard things. 

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Larissa said...

I'd say welcome to the club...but it's kind of a sucky club! But, through it all, I've met amazing people who have been through it too, or worse and I've seen some amazing blessings flow into my life despite my being "divorced!" And FYI...I don't think it's just you! :)))

mandee said...

life is life...which is full of ups and downs for everyone! I try and take it one day at a time so I don't have a nervous breakdown from being so overwhelmed...crazy! You are just "normal" lol!